skripshiting...

ah gillaaaaaaaaaa.....
kehabisan kata2 mengerjakan si 6 sks yang haram itu...
ayo semangaaat....
hwhwhw....

they said: What girls want:

When a Girl...

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart. (!)

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology. (!)

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over. (!) stupid,,but it's bit true..

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys. (!)

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt. (!!)

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently. (!)

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her. (!)

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway. (!)

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off. (!)

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl. (!)

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you. (!)

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay. (!)

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her. (!!!)

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful. (!!)

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before. (!)

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. Girls love having fun! (!)

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day. (!)

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through. (!)

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them. (!)

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

31. Girls always hope that they can always remain as friend with their ex. But never know how ! (!) not true for the second tense..i know how..hahaha..


got this email from my friend.... i'll put this (!) mark for the item that's right for me...

bubbles of feeling

i blew every bubble with my feeling...
then the bubbles fly..
fly..
fly...
far away...
hope this bubbles reach to your place...
then you will know..
how much feeling i have for you...
and this feeling say:
I miss you..

i miss..to hug you..

i miss you..
but i'll do nothing..

i miss your hug..
but i'll do nothing..

i miss to hug you..
but..
i'll pretend to hug you until you get here..

..

i wish..
i could..
be there..
with you..

i wish..
be there..
with you..

i wish..
be..
with you..

my wish..
to be..
with you..

because you..

you make me feel so special..
indeed i am special,,
as you say i am..
you make me feel so special..
because now..
i know how to love..
and to be loved..

you,,
are..
special..
indeed you are..

just 7 words..

i couldn't understand..
about 'even when you marry with another guy'
maybe i'm too sensitive..
but i hate when you said it..

New Soul

This is actually quite FUNNY

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Words Play - Jason mRaz

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Hot and Cold - Kate Perry

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Homesick - KOC

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
You've Got a Friend

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Malaikat Juga tahu - Dee Lestari

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Hello Goodbye

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
100 years - Five For Fighting

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
If the drugs don't work -

WHAT IS 2+2?
One More For Love - FFF

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Home - Buble

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Jeannie - my chemical romance

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Love fool - Cardigans

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
I'd rather dance with you - KOC

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Something about you - FFF

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
coffee shop - landon Pigg

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Flowers in the window - travis

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
1000 miles - vanessa carlton

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Build My World - JC Chazes

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Merenda Kasih - Andity

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Trouble - Yellow

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Unintended - Muse

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
This is Love - Kelly Rowland

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
unromantic - drew

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
yellow - Coldplay

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
I'm yours - jason mrasz

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
HOME - Dughtry

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
ordinary people - john legend

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
X & Y - coldplay

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
when you miss somebody - tompi

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
New Soul - Yael naim

you and me

You and Me

by: Lifehouse

I can't keep up,, and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time
cause it's you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do,, nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why

I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say

just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping inwards,, you got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do,, nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why,, I can't keep my eyes off of you

there's something about you now

I can't quite figure out,, everything she does is beautiful

everything she does is right

you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do,,nothing to lose

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why,, I can't keep my eyes off of you

you and me and all of the people

with nothing to do,, nothing to prove

and it's you and me and all of the people

and I don't know why,, I can't keep my eyes off of you

what day is it,,and in what month

this clock never seemed so alive

you make it easy..its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4

1234

by: Plain White

1-2-1-2-3-4

Give me more loving than I’ve ever had

Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad

Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

Barely getting mad

I’m so glad I found you

I love being around you

You make it easy

Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4

There’s only one thing

To Do

Three words

For you (I love you)

I love you

There’s only one way

to say

Those three words

That’s what I’ll do (I love you)

I love you

Give me more loving from the very start

Piece me back together when I fall apart

Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad

You’re the best that I’ve had

And I’m so glad I found youI love being around you

You make it easy

It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4

There’s only one thing

To Do

Three words

For you I love you)

I love you

There’s only one way

to say

Those three words

That’s what I’ll do (I love you)

I love you (I love you)

I love you

You make it easy

It’s easy as 1 2 1 2 3 4

There’s only one thing

To Do

Three words

For you (I love you)

I love you

There’s only one way to say

Those three words

That’s what I’ll do (I love you)

I love you (I love you)

I love you

1-2-3-4 I love you

(I love you) I love you

hhh

can't hold my self then crying..

kami yang sedang berduka

aku sudah berusaha ikhlas dengan kepergiannya..
menerima cara yang telah dipilihnya..
cukuplah kami berduka,,
dan mudahkanlah jalannya...

jangan ucapkan apapun yang bisa melukai kami..
yang bisa melukainya juga..
kami sedang berduka..
tak perlu hal lain yang dapat melukai kami..

untuk siapapun yang tidak setuju dengan jalannya...
jadikan itu pelajaran bagimu..
simpan itu dalam hatimu..
tak perlu kau bagi pada kami semua..

kami telah memilih jalan kami..
untuk tetap menyayanginya dan berdoa untuknya..
bukan mencerca atau memakinya..
bukan untuk melukai hati2 lain yang begitu menyayanginya..

kami sedang terluka..
kami sedang berduka..
bukan untuk menahannya menuju tempat disisi-Nya..
tapi karena mengenang semua kebaikannya..

this is love

This Is Love
Kelly Rowland

Can u describe the moment
When two people fall in love
Some say the clouds will spin in circles
And the rain will turn to dust
The poor will start to laugh
Even the rich will start to cry
It can sneak up like a soldier
It can wake you up at night
That's what i feel when I'm standing here with you
It's what my heart has sworn to be true

This is love
It's writin on my face
It's the way i lean my body towards you
Even when I'm a 100 miles away
This is love like a diamond in the sand
It took so long to find you
I can't wait another day to say
This is love

You take my imperfections
And turn them into art
If i could change one thing about you
There would be no place to start
You are safety without numbers
You are dangerously wild
But you're sweeter than rock candy
And you ease my inner child
That's what i feel when i'm standing here with you
That's what my heart has sworn to be true

*back to Reff

No i'm no easy angel
I'm moody like the wind
I am impatient, complicated
I am fragile deep within
But you're no fool
And i'm no little girl
Have we not found there is love in the world?

*Back to Reff

take the step

you save me
you look at me
you save me
and you lift me

you are the lighter
light up my lighter

I was a dream
you make me real
you make me free
now I am your slave
until grave

i'll make your crown..
And put it on.
I'll show the step..
And start the dance..

yep, we're doing it great..

*wrote together..

hadoohh

Akhirnya dia tahu blog gw..
hwhwhw..
meninggal deh gw..


*wrote when frozen

hey, you..

Thanks God..
for sending him to be with me..

when i'm down..
he would bring me up..
when i'm frown..
he would make me smile..
when i feel i'm in the dark..
he brightened my day up..

i'm blue..
but i'm with you..
then it would be true..
when i say: i love you..

Cik..

Cik,
I want to ask something to you..
Would you please take care of my friend there?
Please take care of her..
Like the way you always take care of me..

Miss you Cik,,
Please tell Her..
I miss her too..

dear God..

Dear God,
Please take care of her..
I know she is in the best place for her now..
Thanks God

dear God..

God,
Please give her one more chance to learn..

i Love..

i Love this Sunday..

Twilight

i just realized that lot of people crazy about Twilight.

Edward Cullen.. Bella.. and whosoever they are...
Then one of my friend that really crazy about twilight said:

"That is how a man should threat a woman.."
if you wanna know how this "that" is... just find out by yourself...
simply: he threat the girl really gently..Lovely..so nice..so..hwa...

But then i said:
Edward threat Bella that nice,,because Bella is really Nice..
Because she deserve it..
simply: Edward do the extraordinary threat for the extraordinary woman...

So girl, no offense, i'm a girl also..
But, if you want there's a man threat you that nice..
Please, first step,,you don't have to find the perfect man..
All that you have to do is:
Improve your self.. be better..be perfect...
make yourself deserve to get the best..

Don't just whine..

let's dance tonight

Stand in front of me and face to me..
let me hold your hand and put your other hand on my waist..
see through my eyes..
and let me see through your eyes..
listen to the music and feel how it beats beautifully..
imagine we're on the sky flying freely together..
Imagine we're on the sky,,where there's no one else around..
You've taken the first step in the real life..
So let me take the first step in this dance..

BEST LOVE MOVIE

TIGER and SNOW..

You just have to watch this movie!!

It was said that this is a satire comedy..

But,, this movie will show you WHAT LOVE IS ABOUT..

Something that you dont have to say..

Something that you dont have to talk about..

Something that only need be shown..

Something that only need to be proven..

Something that you can see from a simple smile,,

But somehow you should do every single crazy huge spectacular things,,those maybe,,never come to your mind..

This movie will shows you,,

How Atillio juz simply love his (ex) wife,,.

with how Atillio put her head on his toe to struggle for the one that he loves,,

but somehow,,he keeps all the things he had done as a secret..

He doesnt need his wife knowing all he had done for his (ex) wife..

He juz wanted his (ex) wife to stay alive..

After all,,love has its own way to show about all the things that Atillio had done..

yaa..love has its own way,,not Atillio,,

Love is the one who show it to her...

the way..

i like the way he looks at me..
the way he holds my hand..
i like the way he smiles..
the way he brightened my day up..
i like the way he walks..
the way he takes his step to me..
i like the way he talks..
the way he greets my heart..
i like the way he is..
the whole he is..
i like the way he comes..
i dont know would i like the way he goes..

SpooKy!!

This is a COOL story,,
it happened yesterday..
I just came back to the office after lunch.. it was around 2:30pm.
I got into the elevator alone..i was alone, because..it was little bit late for the lunch break..
I stood in front of the panels, and i pushed "9" -the floor where i work-, "9" panel's light turned on.

Dumdurudumdum... (i was singing for myself,,yess..i'm alone..)
"Ting!" the elevator stopped at 5th Floor,,the door was opened..no one came in..
It's Okay.. I don't Care..
The Door was closed..
I was still singing my Dumdurudumdum song..
Then suddenly...The "11" panel's light turned on...

Hmm.. okay,,it stopped at 5th floor..no one came in,,then suddenly it turned on..
i changed my "dumdurudumdum" song to "going up, 9th FLoor..hurry up! hurry up!"

"Ting!" i reached 9th floor.
The door was opened.
I stepped out and said:"Sorry, bye, thank you for accompany me.."

i Love you

we're playing on the beach..
we're holding hand..
we say nothing..
but somehow..i heard many things..
those came from your heart..
we're holding each other..
whisper how much we love each other..
without words..
somehow i just recognized..
that it was what i heard from your breathe..
we're playing the fireworks..
and i know..
how you bring the color to my life..

the days were so wonderful..

Thank You,
what else i could say to you?
Hmm,,
I Love you..

161108

This is the Day..

Hooraaayy...
I dont know why am i so excited..
But it comes from inside..

What should i do?!
hihi..

he did it!

He held my hand..

wake up girl,,
don't misunderstand it:
1. just his reflect to help me going down the stair
2. just his way help me walk between the cars
3. just the beer effect
4. just his way to say: move, hurry!! i was bored!!
5. he meant it.. :D

pray for the best reason,,-while people pray for the best result-

let me dance in the rain..

Dear God,
Let me play under you rain..
Cause i can smell him in the rain...
then i won't realize that he's not around..

oh, sh*t!

Oh sh*t,
Guess..
i made wrong movement..

Did i do something so that he felt something??

Stupid FROG!!
he realized that i care about him MORE than anyone else!!
KILL YOUR SELF, FROG!!
jump to the fire...

Hwhwhwhw..
Anytime you see him:
Hide..or run!!

kerinduan yang tiba-tiba

tiba-tiba..
aku sangat merindukannya...

he's my lovely uncle..
His name is Pitra Jahja Pieter.
Entah kenapa pagi ini tiba-tiba aku ingat beliau.

oh iya, biar kujelaskan sedikit saja. Jadi Beliau adalah kakak ipar dari Ibuku.
Beliau mempunyai dua orang anak. Salah satu anaknya adalah sepupuku yang bernama Aji, kami sangat akrab.

Back to him,
Pakde Pieter, the way i call him, is one of my best pakde.
We were so close. He always took me everywhere he took his children.
He oftenly said that he had 3 children instead of 2, yep, the third one is me.

Pakde adalah seorang anggota ABRI (pada masa itu namanya masih ABRI).
Pada masa genting di Aceh, dia diangkat menjadi Ketua Mahkamah Militer (KaMahMil) di Aceh.
Kami semua selalu khawatir apabila ia sedang berada di sana, karena tidak dapat dipungkiri, dia adalah musuh semua pihak 'pengacau' dengan jabatannya. Sebagai ABRI, beliau musuh para GPK (gerakan Pengecau Keamanan). Sebagai KaMahMil, beliau musuh bagi para anggota militer yang melakukan pelanggaran.

Aku sangat bangga dengan beliau, bukan karena jabatannya, ataupun kekayaannya. Aku sangat bangga dengan kejujurannya. Bagaimana tidak, sebagai Kemahmil, bagaimana kesejahteraan hidup yang kalian bayangkan? Aku tak tahu apapun yang kalian bayangkan. Yang jelas, ia hidup sangat 'sejahtera'. Sebagai Kamahmil, ia tidak memiliki mobil selain mobil dinas. Sebagai Kamahmil, dia bahkan tidak memiliki rumah..
Ya, saat itu, ia tidak memiliki rumah dan tinggal di sebuah rumah kontrakan bersama keluarganya. Walaupun begitu, mereka (kami) sangat bahagia. Percayalah!

Itu yang membuat aku bangga terhadapnya, sebagai hakim, bahkan sampai menjadi Kamahmil, ia sangat jujur, bisa dibilang anti korupsi, bahkan anti suap. Hasilnya, mereka hidup dalam kesederhanaan, namun mereka sangat bahagia.

Yang membuat aku merindukannya??
Entahlah, aku tiba-tiba saja teringat saat-saat kami makan bersama.
Hmm.. kedua sepupuku pasti sangat merindukannya.
Ayahku juga menyayangi kedua sepupuku.
Tapi, pasti mereka tetap merindukan Papa mereka.
Papa Piet yang baik..

Papa Piet..
aku merindukanmu..

Don't Blame Ibu Kartini

I don't know whether it only happens in Indonesia (jakarta) or also happens in other countries.

People say I'm dominant, I'm tomboy, Everything that just pointed that i act like a guy. But, for your information: I'm quite sick of WOMAN'S EMANCIPATION!

I won't Blame Ibu Kartini,
I love her, She's great. Without Her, i won't be the way i am. I'm proud that so many women those success.

The thing that i Hate:
does Emancipation also mean you'll let a woman standing in the bus, while you're sitting? -question for the men-

This morning,as usual, a girl took a city bus. It was empty when the girl got into the bus, so this girl got a seat. But, in a brief time, the bus became so crowded. So many girls standing, while so many men sitting -a little bit upset, but the girl has promised my self not to mess people's business, beside, the girls are young-
On the third stop, there was one woman got into the bus. Wow, she's pregnant. She stood near to the door, in front of three men those sitting.
The girl were really angry, why there were no one had willingness to give the pregnant woman his seat?!
The girl tried to call the pregnant woman -the girl sat at the back of the cabin- then thanks God, people helped the girl to call the pregnant woman.
When the pregnant woman almost reached the seat, the girl woke up to please her. But then one 35-40 years old man made a move to have the seat. The girl tried to hold the man by my hand -the girl has promised herself not to say a word, because i really know my self that if i say something on that situation, i would say something really bad-. But it almost didn't work. This old man power was stronger, then the girl finally said something:
"Come one sir, don't you see that i called this lady? What if your daughter were pregnant and there's no one give her a seat? Be gentle!" -than this girl feeling guilty for her words-
After that the pregnant woman got her seat.
Thanks God

Hhh..
Somewhat, i do Pro Woman's Emancipation.
But, does the definition of WOMAN'S EMANCIPATION in INDONESIA also means:
- that's okay to let woman brings a lot of things while there's a man bringing nothing?
- That's okay to let the girl, woman, or old woman stands while there's a man sitting in a bus?by one reason: They want to be the same with us (men), so they must be strong as well.

How does WOMAN'S EMANCIPATION works in other countries?

PS: For you those always be an 'international guy' -that's the way my boss call the guy that act gently- I'm very sorry for this Note. This 'Man' & 'Men' ain't refering all of the men in this country

guess..

i guess,, i'm in love..

mendung lagi

hari ini kembali mendung..
dan jika hari ini hujan...
seperti hari itu..
apakah ia..
akan ada di samping saat hujan menyiramiku..
seperti hari itu..

butterfly in my stomach

ternyata..
'butterfly in my stomach' itu beneran ada ya??'
aku pikir itu cuma satu ungkapan..
ngga taunya..
belakangan ini aku baru tau gimana rasanya 'butterfly in my stomach'.

Kita harus terjaga

Seketika aku ingin berada di hamparan rumput itu..
Berada di dataran tinggi,,mendekati langit...
Tak perlu alas,,biar kurebahkan tubuhku di hamparan rumput itu...
Bersebelahan dengan tubuhmu...
Aku tak membutuhkan hangatnya api unggun yang kau buat...

Seketika aku ingin berada di hamparan rumput itu...
Langit pasti indah malam ini...
Aku hanya ingin melihat bintang...
Aku takkan menghitung banyaknya bintang di langit sana..
Karena satu bintang pun cukup untukku..
Toh aku telah melihat satu bintang yang paling indah di sampingku...

Seketika aku ingin berada di hamparan rumput itu...
Untuk apa kita membangun tenda...
Langit toh tetap akan melindungi kita...
Api pun akan menghangatkan kita...
Aku?? Toh kamu akan menjagaku...
Mestinya kita membawa lebih banyak kopi...
Agar kita bisa terus terjaga untuk terus berbicara...

Seketika aku ingin berada di hamparan rumput itu...
Pagi nanti pasti jauh lebih dingin...
Embun pagi akan membasahi rumput-rumput di sekeliling kita...
Tak apalah,, toh kamu akan merawatku bila aku sakit...
Toh itu yang aku inginkan...
Kamu merawatku....

Seketika aku ingin berada di hamparan rumput itu...
Jangan pergi terlalu lama...
Aku ingin berada di hamparan rumput itu...
Toh kamu berjanji membawaku kesana..
Jangan pergi terlalu lama...
Hamparan rumput itu telah memanggil kita...
Tak perlu bawa tenda...
Penuhi saja tasmu dengan kopi...
Kita harus terjaga...
"Waktuku sama kamu berharga.. Makasih ya."

teruntuk 201082

aku baru saja mengungkapkan semuanya padanya..

Tuhan,
bantu ia melewati semuanya..

ode hujan malam tadi

Hari ini,hujan.
Entahlah, namun hari ini Tuhan tampaknya mempunyai rencana untuk membuatku sakit.
Aku yakin, apapun yang direncanakannya, pasti yang terbaik untukku.

***
Pagi ini aku membuka lemari bajuku.
Semalam tidurku tak begitu nyenyak, kepalaku sedikit pusing,
penyejuk udara menyala seperti biasa,
padahal, tubuhku agak menggigil kedinginan.
Tapi kebiasaan membunuhku,
aku tak bisa tidur tanpanya,
penyejuk udara kamarku.

Aku berangkat ke kantor.
Baju lengan pendek yang cukup sejuk telah kupilih.
Aku menggunakan baju yang aku pikir akan membuatku nyaman.
Satu-satunya baju lengan pendek di lemari bajuku.
Pikirku, hari ini akan panas, maka, itulah baju ternyaman untukku.
Pikirku.

Aku ingin segera pulang.
Tubuhku menggigil kedinginan sesampainya di kantor.
Hah, mungkin hanya suasana pagi yang sepi,
Jumlah manusia di ruangan itu masih minim,
Penyejuk udara pun terasa berlebihan.
Aku menggigil.

Tuhan merencanakan semua ini.
Gerimis mulai turun saat aku meninggalkan kantorku.
Aku duduk di dalam Bus,
dan penyejuk udara itu tepat mengarah ke kepalaku.
Aku pening.
Aku pejamkan mataku.

Aku membuat segelas kopi hangat.
Hujan membasahi sebagian tubuhku.
Ternyata hujan hari ini sangat lebat.
Aku yang merindukan hujan, memilih untuk sedikit menikmatinya.
Aku menanggalkan niat menaiki taksi untuk sampai ke depan rumah.
Aku menanggalkan niat menaiki ojek yang mengantarku lebih cepat ke rumah.
150 meter aku berjalan di bawah hujan yang sangat D.E.R.A.S
Aku menggigil.

Aku tahu ini rencananya.
Tubuhku menggigil dibawah payung kecil.
Sebagian tubuhku basah tak terlindung payung,
Sebagian tubuhku basah diterpa hujan yang terdorong angin.
Aku menggigil.
Aku menikmatinya.
Dingin.
Aku menikmatinya.

Aku menikmatinya.
AKu menggigil.
Aku menikmatinya.
Aku kedinginan.
Aku menikmatinya.
Membayangkannya.
Aku menikmatinya.
Merindukannya.
Aku menikmatinya.
Merindukan diriku berada dalam pelukkannya.
Aku menikmatinya.
Santun.
Aku menikmatinya.
Hangat.
Aku menikmatinya.
Menenangkan.
Aku menikmatinya.

Aku tahu Tuhan punya rencana.
Hujannya sengaja mengguyur tubuhku.
Agar aku sadar..
Betapa aku menikmatinya.
Merindukannya.

24 september 2008
di kasurku sendiri, menggapai segelas kopi

Kopi

Secangkir saja telah membuatku jatuh cinta.
Sihir telah bekerja padaku melalui kopi.
Betapa aku telah begitu mencintai kopi.
Jatuh cinta pada seseorang yang tak bisa hidup tanpa kopi.
Jatuh cinta pada seseorang yang mengajakku ke kedai kopi pada kencan pertama kami.
Kini, jatuh cinta pada seseorang yang mencoba menjauhkanku dari kopi.
Sementara dirinya, masih menjadikan kopi sebagai teman baiknya.

Aku jatuh cinta.
Pada wanginya yang harum ketika air yang mendidih sempurna merendamnya dan melarutkannya.
Pada rasanya yang menari di lidahku saat setiap tetesnya yang panas menyentuh lidahku,seketika itupun hidungku dapat menghirup aromanya yang nikmat.

Kopi,Kenikmatannya berbeda bagi setiap orang.
Berapa banyak kopi yang kau inginkan untuk secangkir kopimu?
Berapa banyak gula yang ingin kau tambahkan ke dalamnya?
Apakah kau hendak menambahkan susu atau krim ke dalamnya?
Atau mungkin seberapa panas kau ingin menikmatinya.

Kenikmatannya berbeda bagi setiap orang.
Ramuannya berbeda bagi setiap orang,
Tapi bagi mereka yang mencintai kopi.
Dalam ramuan yang mereka pertahankan,
Kopi itu memiliki sihir yang membuat mereka jatuh cinta.

Kopi,kenikmatannya berbeda bagi setiap orang.
Tapi dalam setiap ramuannya,
Kopi memiliki sihir yang membuat seseorang jatuh cinta.

Kopi,kenikmatannya berbeda bagi setiap orang.
Tapi dalam setiap ramuannya,
Kopi bagaikan cinta itu sendiri.

Cinta, Kenikmatannya berbeda bagi setiap orang.
Tapi dalam setiap ramuannya.
Cinta memiliki sihir yang membuat seseorang..menggila...

12 Sept 2008
di mejaku sendiri, dengan secangkir kopi.

Bahasa Bicara

Mengapa bahasa bicara?

Entahlah,
ketika mereka memintaku memasukkan nama blog yang kuinginkan untuk menjadi nama blog ku..
"Bahasa Bicara" adalah yang pertama terlintas.
Mungkin, karena apa yang akan ada disini akan kunikmati sebagai caraku berbicara.
Mungkin juga aku selalu kagum dengan sesuatu bernama 'bahasa' itu sendiri.
'Bahasa', selalu menjadi suatu mahakarya bagiku..

Maka, Bahasa Bicara, aku harapkan menjadi suatu mahakarya bagiku..
Tentunya, di dunia per-blog-an ini..
Mahakarya ku dalam memBicarakan sesuatu yang mungkin tak perlu kuBicarakan pada orang lain, namun, terlalu berharga untuk simpan sendiri.

Bahasa Bicara..

let me talk with him..

i went to that beach again..
but you're not there..
i miss your laugh Cik..
But i know that you still care..

Miss all the laugh..
miss all the story..
Miss when you cry on my shoulder..
You're a big mama boy,,pampered and spoiled..

Say hello to your father there..
and tell him,, i will take care of his wife here..
My beloved friend..
You can drive fastly there in heaven..
Don't forget,,put your seatbelt ON..