the doctor said

What my doctor said:

take care of your gastrich.. ("_)

You should eat (can be medicine):
Spinach, brocoli, carrot, mushroom, Fishes, peanut, bean, soya bean, tofu, bean cake, wheat flour, blueberry, olive oil, sardine, snail, pineapple, mango, banana, lime, and citroen.
>> luckily..i like them..for carrot...i love RAW carrot..

You may eat this, but they are unnecesarry for your body (for food only):
Tuna, egg, sesame, ercis & capri, corn, wheat bread, onion, cucumber, taro, grape, melon, pear, kiwi, strawberry, guava, chicken, ostrich, turkey, bird)
>>hhh... i like them,,but they are not necesarry for my body??i don't care.. eating is one of my hobby... :)

You should not eat (can be poison):
Beef, lamb, duck, rabbit, lobster, octopus, crab, prawn, squid, butter, cow milk, cheese, pickles, tomato, potato, orange, coconut, honey dew melon, papaya, soda water.
>>HAH?? a lot of things that i like i couldn't eat??!! Hmm... Doctor.. God has created them all, to make human survive..so.. i hate you doc... hehehe...
hmm..i won't stop eat them..but,, i will try to control my self...
(T_T)

Let's go for the next trip!!

let's go to Papua...
okay..
find airpot...
hmm...
BIAK!!

*dialing Garuda's phone number*
tuut..tuut..tuut..
hallo, flight to Papua..
bla..bla..bla..
Okay...

hmm...
Map..
Papua...
Big Island..
Biak,,biak,,biak,,
"where is Biak"
oh my god!!
BIAK!! I found it!!
It's..It's..It's..
It's on a SMALL island of Papua..

resolution?? not really..just call it: DREAM!!

it's already new year... continue the tradition...
i have made a resolution..actually it isn't a resolution..it's a wish list i've posted two years a go at my old blog (http://kodokijo2004.blogdrive.com/)..
here they are...

* graduate
* get a job
! make a good research
! build an organization
! lead organization
! learn to cook foreign food
+ Donate a month’s salary to charity
* build my own clothing line
+ learn new language
! watch indonesia’s soccer team match lively
! upload me n cicik video on youtube
* dance under the stars on the seashore
+ watch sunset at lombok
* go to the Bangka Belitung with my besties
+ get a kiss in front of the sunset
* marry before 24
+ have a romantic dinner on the rooftop (could we count sky dining at plasa semanggi as rooftop,,or Pure resturant!!)
* backpacking around Indonesia
* get kissed in paris (haha)
+ make 100 stars for the one that i love (i made 112 ya hon??)
* watch rossi racing lively
* publish my own book
* have a garden party in my wedding day
* send mom and dad to their second honeymoon ;)
* singing in my wedding day
* backpacking to the dream countries
* live with my husband in our own house
* watch Yankee’s match lively
* have two children
* Climb a mountain alone!
* Visit every continent
* Do something you’ll be proud about to tell your children about
* Surprise someone by telling them how you feel
* Start a trip without any idea of the destination
+Sleep under the stars
+ Love as though you’ve never been hurt

that's all..
i already added few items.. for the wish i've done... i put (!) this mark..
for the wish i've done and i want it still.. i put (+) this mark..

haaaa..still long list to reach...
even though some of them are impossible..i still put them on my list..
because..that's what we call as DREAM..

I'm proud of him..

Dont worry...
You will always make me warm...
Even when you're 15 hours away from me...
This is it..
This is Love..

we can do if we believe......

we can do if we believe......

We Can..
Because..
We Believe...

feed the children

please tell me..
what does the letter mean??
the one that you wrote at the end of the book..

"feed our children.."

Pero no tengo ni idea sobre lo que debo hacer?

I sonrisa cada vez que quiero.
Me pongo mi máscara cada vez que necesito.
La gente dice que soy una chica fuerte.
Puedo hacer lo que quiera.
La gente dice que soy un duro.
Me levante de la tierra en mis propias manos.

Tengo un alto orgullo,
No voy a dejar que nadie me vea llorar.
Tengo un alto orgullo,
No voy a mostrar mis sentimientos a otros.

Soy una chica dura.
Sigo dentro de mis sentimientos.
Tengo un alto orgullo,
No voy a mostrar mis sentimientos a nadie, especialmente a usted ..
Yo solía ser.

Pero ..
No podía soportarlo ..
He presentado mi orgullo ..
querido, me puedes ver sonriendo ..
pero lo más profundo de mi corazón ..
Rompí ..
roto en pedazos ..

Miel,
Te amo ..
No quiero perder a usted ..
Pero no tengo ni idea sobre lo que debo hacer?

hujan..

Hujan begitu deras..
seperti hatiku..
Yang terus menangis..

I can fall in love every day

On the night Like This
by: Mocca

On the night like this
There's so many things I want to tell you
On the night like this
There's so many things I want to show you
Cause when you're around
I feel safe and warm
When you are around
I can fall in love every day
In the case like this
There are a thousand good reasons
I want you to stay

grow old with you

GROW OLD WITH YOU

Adam Sandler

I wanna make you smile whenever you're sad

Carry you around when your arthritis is bad

All I wanna do is grow old with you.

I'll get your medicine when your tummy aches

build you a fire if the furnace breaks

Oh it could be so nice, growin old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you, give you my coat when you are cold.

Need you, feed you, I'll even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in the kitchen sink

Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.

Oh I could be the man to grow old with you.

I wanna grow old with you.

No voy a llorar

Qué debo hacer?
Sólo quiero que usted permanezca.
Estoy bien, lo prometo.
Voy a dejar de jugar mi herida.
Me detendré bitting mis uñas.
Pero, ¿te quedas?

Qué debo hacer, cariño?
Quiero que te quedes.
pero yo no sería capaz de sostener.
te quiero.
más de lo que pueda imaginar.

15 hours away

don't worry..

he will be just 15 hours away..

falling..freely..

i thought..
i have prepared it well..
i thought..
i will be strong as i used to be..
i thought..
i could lie myself again..
i thought..
i could say' it's nothing'..
i thought..
i could say 'everthing's alright'..
i thought..
it will be easy..
i thought..
i had a good thoughts..
but i know..
my thoughts were totally wrong..

i thought..
i'm ready..
but..
i'm falling..
free falling..